We never really know what's going to happen later on. If something really happens to me somewhere in the future, I am writing this just in case. So what if I'm gone, missing or worse, just dead? Well, there are things I want you to know.

First, please, please bury me (if you can find me) in a good proper way.

And what I meant by a good proper way is that I don't want my body to be publicly exposed to the mourners who come and then just chit-chat til midnight. And, oh, please, no snacks or porridge there. This is a mourning period, not some Mangga Besar porridge stall. Please do it in a classy way, will you?

And by classy, it means that It would be awesome if you can get some white lilies (since I've always loved it) there. =] And it'd be great if the writing on my stone would say things like "a son, a brother and a friend that will always be remembered". Well, you can get creative with that, I'm sure of it.

Uh, cremation, you said? I've never really given it a thought though.

Oh, last but not least, please, please come to the funeral. =] I know I'd be ecstatic to see you there! I meant I CAN'T really see you then, but you get the point.

Enough with the funeral. Let's do some last wishes list here.

So, my books? My stuffs? You can donate them all.

My blog? Uh, I've always had a dream to publicize my blog. I've had two blogs so far. One is the usual desperadroo, the other is desperadoor. The last one is my old blog and currently locked from public's eyes, but you can open it with my google account. Some people know the id and password.

And, oh, please keep my name clean of anything. =p We all have some dark stuffs buried deep, don't we? Hahaha. So DH-y.

Anyway, lastly, my last wish would be: please remember me. =)

Yeah, I know it's too much to ask. In 20, 30 years, you'll encounter lotsa thing, and this particular young boy will be just one small turn in your roads of life. Well, all I'm asking is that maybe, sometimes you can recall a bit, just a bit, microfragment piece about that particular tiny turn in your roads. It would totally cheer me up to know that I've made it to your map of paths. Hehe..

So, we've come to the end of this letter. I guess no other sentences would suit this well rather than a simple "See you later guys".

So, see you later. I will be waiting. Hahaha. =D